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Name: Rachel
State: Connecticut
Gender: Female
Interests: Ok, I like a lot of things... I do a lot of things... and when I started my xanga, this column was like hugely long, so I'm starting again. As you can prolly tell, I ramble, but don't think that counts as an interest.....anyhoo, God and music are really the biggest things with me. I LOVE my church and my YOU(th) group! And I just spent a wonderful summer up at Camp-of-the-Woods, Music is huge with me, listening to a lot, and playing. I love my violin, and have recently gotten way more serious about it. 'Specially since I have a new teacher, he's aMAzing! (plus he's Polish!=P) Haha, yeah, I've developed an obsession for Poland, I'M LEARNING POLISH!!! How cool is that!? Still obsessed with Texas too. I enjoy many other things, such as drawing, crocheting, eating, sleeping, and um....lots more, but on to expertise, HA!
Expertise: Muahahaa! I'm excellent at doing stupid things, embarrassing myself, being awkward, making fun of myself, LAUGHING (always laugh, no matter what =P), bouncing back, no matter how hard I fall, hiding behind masks, being confuzed, being gullible, um, does it count that I'm good at being teased......? Whatever, I wish I could say I was an expert at music, but right now it's still my passion, my life, I'm not advanced enough to be "expert", but someday.....just wait! Ok, now that you've read all that, prepare to be bored, cuz I really am a boring person :D.
Occupation: Cashier
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AIM:  flppnsweetviolin
Member Since:
4/13/2005
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| so me am at library again........ got like, ten minutes....... maybe will be able to come again next week, when i can spend more time. not worry about mom's schedule. and do you know why that would be? cuz just this morning........ I PICKED UP MY DRIVERS LICENSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm so excited now! i feel special, sorta, and somewhat older. but not really. but anyway. i really don't have much time, so i will remind you all that i update much more often and in fuller detail, haha, on my blog, http://flppnsweetviolin.blogspot.com GO TO IT! hehehe. i will update that later this afternoon. ha, about boys, again. rawr. they really are very stupid............ well, most of them...... maybe not all...... but i think maybe i could be upset with any and all of them for something, maybe not really upset....... i dunno. ok ok, so maybe i could get upset with all of them, but there are a select few i don't because i don't want to. ok, maybe that makes more sense. sorta, or not. ha. but anyway. things are al of a sudden kinda hard. my internet time at home is now very restricted. my bro and i are on way to much and too long, and when i'm on, it's usually late, cuz that's the only time i can be on, and i stay on soooo late. so now we have set times we're allowed on, internet is blocked any other time, and we only have half on hour each. unless we ask for a special circumstance thing, where we know we'll need more time, and my dad will extend it some. therefore, i have not been on this week. my time is in the middle of the afternoon, and i have been working during that time all week. meh. not cool. anyway, i need to go, go to my blog at around 4:30, and i will have just posted an update, ok? the evilness of Rach, bwuaha! | | |
| my computer is totally evil........ it hates me........ and blocked me from xanga....... that is why i have not been updating. i'm at the library right now, and hopefully i can come here pretty often. but you know me, i need some vent for my ramblings, so i had to get another blog. but i miss my xanga soooo much!  my new blog is: http://flppnsweetviolin.blogspot.com check it out, i will update frequently on that. and will try to on here when i can. soooooo, so much has happened since i last updated........ can't even remember when i last updated..... that's sad!  but anyway, there is no way i can put it all on here now, you'll have to go read my blogger!  hahaha! i've been so insanely busy since school started, it's not even funny....... and now my brain is like mush, and i can't think of what to say. i'm so excited for the youth retreat next weekend! that's gonna be a blast! i love my youth group, i've said that before. haha. i love the people at work too, i'm actually becoming good friends with some of them, it awesome. but i am getting really really sick of totally random guys hitting on me........ grrrrrr, so annoying! esp when they call me honey and sweety and darlin........ i mean, it's a little different if they're older, like grandpa age..... but not always! this old guy was hitting on me so bad, always callin me haney and darlin and sweety and everything like that there is! i wanted to smack him! but i don't do that. and for some reason, people keep telling me i have a cute sneeze all of a sudden........ what is up with that???? makes no sense. my dad said it randomly, a piano lesson said it.... then co-workers started saying it, and even customers say it now! i don't get it...... leave me alone people! gosh!  so anyhow........ i really don't feel like talking much...... i'm really depressed right now, and don't want to have to write it all out again, so let me just tell you to go to me latest update on my blog....... | | |
| oh deary deary..... i knew it had been a long time since i last
updated..... but i hadn't realized quite how long! bad bad bad.but
in my defense, i have been quite busy, 'specially with work, my
schedule has been such random times, it's insane. and a bunch of other
stuff, including Shakespeare this week, which is awesome!!! i'm not
actually in it,  but Mrs. Georges asked me to do this huge
fiddle thing, which is really fun. (yeah Stephen, real fiddle music,
with a ton of fiddles playing together, it's amazing! ) so i've
been staying at the rehearsals this week, and it's really awesome. i
love just getting out of the house and being able to just relax with a
bunch of friends, those guys are amazing and i luv em.  tonite's
performance was awesome, i got to be the thunder!!!!!! they
did the Tempest, and i had this great big metal sheet to make the
thunder with, it was amazing! and it was great to see my brother as a
savage and deformed slave..... oh me oh my..... i wanted to laugh sooo
hard a lot of the time...... but anyway, enjoying myself immensely with
that. tomorrow will be pretty insane tho. i work at the barn in the
morning, rush home to shower, grab some food and leave again for
Shakespeare. tomorrow is Two Gentlemen of Verona. their second
performance, The Tempest second performance on Sun afternoon. yay for
more thunder! heeheee! so, yeah. um..... hm.... i know there's a lot
more to be said.... a lot i really wanted to say..... if i could just
make my brain wake up...... oh well. i'll think of it soon. meh, i miss
my Sarah!!!!!! even tho i have the room to myself again, i still want
her..... like really badly. durn it. but alas, college has claimed her
existence for another year. poo and bah. but, i shall be visiting her
when i go to audition, s'there! oh yikes, not thinking about auditions
right now..... no no.... not good. uh, uh, er..... well i'm on the fifth
Harry Potter book for anyone that cares. *need a subject of interest*
hemmm, i wish i could talk with people more easily, i just get really
awkward with people i don't know, or don't know very well.... it
bothers me. cuz i know i can be a very outgoing person, i know i can be
a bit crazy and abnormal..... but i tend to just close in on myself and
be all shy and withdrawn. and then i beat myself up about it later.
meh. i love it when i can get to know people better, like when i spend
a lot of time with them on something like the missions trip, and
finally i can talk with them and be myself, and most of the awkwardness
is gone. that happened with a lot of people during the missions trip,
i'm much better friends with so many people. and just being at
Shakespeare a lot this week, i've gotten to know some of those people a
lot better too. it's still really funny how a lot of people, when they
first meet me, they think i'm so quiet, ha, a nice little girl. boy
does that view change when they really get to know me! hehehe! yah yah,
i'm the Evilness of Rach. like the title? think it fits??? muahahaaaa!
oh! and i've resurrected Capitan Zukukata Xrenarka! haha haha! oh how i
love pranks! heeee, i'm such a child oh the other day, my mom
stopped at the Hoot on our way home from work. i was supposed to help
her find a wedding gift, but ha, heehee, i was too busy looking at the
toys! what can i say.... i bought a few too, this awesome little face,
you can put four fingers in it and warp the face anyway you want! sooo
fun! and i got the tiniest little deck of cards you've ever seen in
your life, haven't tried playing with em yet, really don't think it
would work. and this little coin purse that looks just like a sock! i
really crazy one at that. i mean, c'mon! socks gotta have funky
patterns, what else are they good for? i hate socks..... socks mean
shoes, shoes mean trapped feet, prison.... erg.... hate it, rather be
barefoot forever! just no cold, ok?  seriously, i'd rather have
summer all year round, or there could be spring and fall too, but let's
just skip over winter ok? hahaha, yeah..... anyhoo, i should go now.
i'll try to be a good girl and update more frequently. | | |
| wow, i didn't realize how long it's been since i updated..... i'm a
slacker....... someone reprimand me.......... hehehe, except i prolly
won't listen! HA! hahaha, yah, anyhoo. this morning was the coldest
in quite a while, not really enjoyable to work in at the barn, i had to
actually wear a sweater for most of the morning! eh, of course, this
one horse LOVED that! he likes to eat me, allll the time, i get so
'mad' at him, not really cuz he's really cute and i luv him, but still,
he just won't leave my hair or my clothing alone! so this sweater had a
hood, and i'd turn to get another spot in his stall, and be pulled up
short cuz that hood was in his mouth! grr, Charlie........ i'm
surprised there is not a hole in it. ok, i'm gonna make a confession
here. ha, so, i'm a rebel, and don't want to be like everyone else,
altho in some weird way, i do want to be "normal" and like everyone,
but i'm still a rebel. so it took the longest time to get into
LOTR, and then, it was only cuz i was forced to watch the Fellowship at
a party, and kidnapped and taken to the Two Towers but
then i was hooked! but when everyone was getting into Harry Potter, i
was like, no...... no no no, that looks stupid, and absolutely everyone
is obsessed with it, not me! and i've stubbornly stayed away.......
until now. haaa, so, of course, music comes first, and i was convinced
to listen to the movie soundtrack. ha, that was the beginning, LOVED
it! so, ha, then, oh dear..... i'm almost ashamed to say........ but
i've borrowed the first two from my best friend, and, um, started
them......... and, :confession: it looks like i'm getting
hooked......... noooooooo! i have fallen in my resolutions! aaaaaaaah!
oh well. mleh. soo, yesterday i had an appointment with my new
Neurologist, kinda sad..... i like my old one, i've had her ever since
the beginning, but our insurance just changed, so.... had to change,
and have to have a new Neurosurgeon too, the third one! grrr.
maybe he'll be nice, who knows. but i really like my original one.....
a lot, but he retired, so i had to get a new one, and, i dunno, he was
like super fabulous or anything, but he was nice, and i got used to
him. now i have to see another one. makes me a little depressed. oh
drat, can't end on a sad note! let's see....... um.. um.. well, i just
noticed on my schedule for the week that i have to work until 10 one
nite! erg. ha, not like it's really that late or anything, i regularly
stay up til midnite, and later maybe that's why i've been so crazy
lately! crazy late nites, and getting up at 7:30 like everyday, or like
today, 6, bleh!  laaaaaaa, and then, if little sleep isn't
bad enough, i've discovered the candy section at Big Y!!!!! hehehehehe!
soooo much fun! i love filling this bag with all kinds of random
candies!!!! SO much sugar! it's gweat! ok, that's a
better ending note, i'm gonna go read........ haha, some more
Harry....... oh wow.  | | |
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High School Musical
By Zac Efron, Vanessa Anne Hudgens, Ashley Tisdale, Lucas Grabeel, Alyson Reed, Corbin Bleu, Monique Coleman, Olesya Rulin, Chris Warren Jr., Bart Johnson, Ryne Sanborn, Socorro Herrera, Joey Miyashima, Dutch Whitlock, Ryan Templeman, Irene Santiago, Leslie Wing, Joyce Cohen, Kaycee Stroh, Brett Yoder
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SO, youth group three days in a row! that was so cool! i loved how we
all got to share a "snapshot" from WV, first to each other last nite,
then to the church today, it really brought the whole week back to me.
and we got to see the slideshow of all the pictures today! oh man,
it was awesome, esp when the entire youth group would burst out
laughing and everyone else would be like, haha haha-er, why is this
funny???  i can't wait to get the DVD!
YAY! ahhhh, so good! hehe, ok, so last nite was kinda like the planning
meeting for today, where we told the church about the trip, and after
the meeting last nite, i went home with Leta and Lissy, and we had
sooooo much fun!!! we stayed up till almost 1:30! we
watched High School Musical, which i think is a very cute movie! a
little, um, shall we say, unrealistic..... but cute and very fun,
none-the-less. HA! now whenever i'm talking to a tall person,
preferably a guy, i must remember to tell them, "evaporate, tall
person!!!" haha! there was another line earler i know i wanted to
remember, but i forgot it, like right away. bahh. mehhhh. oh
well. then after that, it was really late, but i really don't have a
clue what time it was, and we decided to play cards. so Leta and i
start playing ERS, shich i stink at anyway, and haven't played since
camp. but that was so much fun! it was so late, and we were so tired,
we kept just looking at it thinking, oh, lookit that, that's a
sandwich....... and doing nothing! it was hillarious! but then it gets
better! i kinda teach her how to play spit, she pretty much knew
already, but it starts to get wilder, esp when Lissy comes back down
and watches us. so then, we start up i doubt it, and that's when it all
begins! we were sooo tired, everything was funny, like Lissy, boy did
she make things crazy! she was doubted, cuz Leta had all of those
cards, she's laughing hysterically for some reason, falling over on the
floor, and somehow thinks it was me that was doubted, so we have to
hand her the cards, and she like throws them at us! we had soooo many
insane moments while we were playing, at the end, when i had actually
won, not lying! i really did have two 6's, and won! and Lissy throws
her cards at me, Leta throws cards at her, and we start this war with
the cards!!! it's the type of insanity i really wish had been caught on
tape, just the entire game, so crazy! needless to say, we went to bed
after that. ok, so a story from work the other day. there was
this older man with an awesome accent who had been hitting on me a
while back one day. haha, he came in my line a few days ago, and
remembered me! he's like, you're still beautiful! and talking to me,
and starts telling me this stary about how once....there was this other
Rachel......she was also beautiful........and this man....loved her so
much.........that he was willing.......to
work........ and here i spoke up, "14 years for her"
he's like, did i tell you this story before? or did you already know
it? i told him i knew it already. and he keeps talking to me about me
being beautiful. and then after he pays, he's walking away and calls
out to me to stay beautiful, and meanwhile, he has left all his
groceries on my counter! the bagger down there stops him so she can put
them in his cart, he goes AH! i almost forgot my groceries! see what
happens when you put a beautiful face in front of me! i get talking and
forget everything! haha, haha, oh gosh...... that was kinda awkward,
funny, totally random, but awkward. i'm really hoping i don't get him
in my line again........haaaaaa. yah. ok, well, i'm off to see West
Side Story! YAY! LUV the music from that, i got to play it last year!
soooooo much fun! so, see yall laters!
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